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| i just found out my ex slept with another girl while we were still sleeping together. I feel disgusting. I'm beyond pissed. | | |
| If you looked into my eyes,
What would you see?
Would you know why my sister cries?
Would you find the real me?
I'm just another face on the street,
But, if you think about it, so are you.
You and me work all day to defeat,
The cruel things that people do.
If we all realized that the next man's smile,
Was fake and hid the same tears,
We could take his shoes and walk a mile,
And when we were done, understand his fears.
I believe in true love,
And I believe in heartbreak.
I believe in heaven above
And I believe in mistakes.
But what I never saw until today,
Was that I am not the only one.
I watched a soldier pray,
And I saw the pain of being alone.
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| I made a decent post but then stupid explorer thing quit on me. I'm not in the mood to re type everything I said before. I'm getting annoyed with this computer. Long story short, my brother and I went out yesterday. Maybe I'll go again. I dunno. I think I quit caring about anything but my weight and Brian. I hate these nightmares. It's pretty bad when I wake up and wonder what Im doing at home...
I think I may be going crazy.
I still can't find it in me to get out of bed. Im fucking depressed. | | |
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I took pictures today.
I got a boyfriend like, a week ago.
<3
Tell more later
Love! | | |
| I'm single again. Why am I single? Because my dear, sweet, [now ex] boyfriend decided to start treating me like fucking shit for checking myself into IP. Sadly, my best friend took his side, and told me I was making it all up for attention. Well, fuck them. That's really all I have to say to them. Fuck them. I was loyal to a fault. Oh, and he's sleeping with another girl. That didn't help.
I know it's been a long ass time, and I'm sorry for that. I met a new friend. His name is Brian. [What is it with me and "B" guys?] He seems pretty awesome. I spent all day monday with him. We didn't do a whole lot, but it really beat the hell out of the way I've been feeling lately. I've been feeling like hanging myself from the bar in my closet with the curtain rope. Monday I felt like... maybe I can make it through life. I dunno.
I havent started a relationship with anybody yet and I dont plan to for a very long time. As it all stands right now, things are pretty badly messed up. I hope everyone [Ali, Becca.] is doing better. Love you all.
-Me | | |
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